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love at first sightlove blindly shining
in the eyes of me
cant believe the beauty
of it all
looking
gawking
stalking
not believing the
truth of it all
me loving her and
her loving me
this honestly was true
love at first sight
or so i thought
but it was all a lie to me

GenevieveI remember a single tear sliding down my cheek as I gazed upon the body of my fallen comrade, his face the alabaster white of death, with blood like glittering rubies dripping from the grievous wounds upon his throat.
That was an hour ago.
I remember hiding beneath a rocky outcrop, shaking with fear, with the last of my patrol - Two men and a woman, all of them swift and deadly with a sword. All of them veterans in battle.
That was half an hour ago.
An unearthly howl erupted from the bushes behind us, followed by a chorus of similar howls from all around. I counted at least six of the beasts before they were on top of us. Jayden, the stronge

Alek's AccountSteel flashes through the air on the plains as men hack each other to pieces. Swords taste flesh and blood stains the earth. Three factions are easily identifiable by their battle standards. The smallest, armed with large round shields, axes and swords and clothed in thick furs now bloodied by war surges forward with a bloodthirsty roar, cutting a swathe through their enemies with surprising ease - despite being outnumbered ten to one. The other two factions, numbered in their thousands recoil immediately, now suddenly on the defensive.
My name is Alek, and I remember how this war started.

I came to this land from a distant place over the se

No one Wants To Dance With MeEveryone's dancing but no one wants to dance with me.
I'm alone again and again I'm asking myself how hard can it be to move with me
I raise my arms and move my hips
eyes roll back I purse my lips
but no one wants to dance with me.

I love to dance but tonight I dont want to dance alone
no one wants to dance with me.
I slightly bend my knees and circle my waist
closing my eyes, I'm offering anyone a taste
but no one wants to dance with me.

Closeness of any kind would be welcome here
but no one wants to dance with me.
I let the groove take over me
the music enter my soul.
No one wants to dance with me
so tonight I dance alone.

W

Rememberremember the name
of those you love
so when they're gone
you can still tell their story

remember the name
of those who
no one ever bothered with
so when they're gone
you'll at least feel sorrow for them
even though no one else does

remember the name
of those you hated
so when they're gone
you might feel sorry
but you know that
there's no reason to hate them anymore

I never knew I'll be with...your complexity of being gorgeous
is defined of the view of my eyes
a style so rich and beautiful
you open my heart like it's a new magazine issue
fast but steady
your patient for this love
you seek the power within my eyes
you see it all

everything seems like a picture perfect when i'm with you
i once said all i want is to be in love
and you told me
you are in love!
enjoyment crushed my disbelief's
this summer won't leave you
the truth figured me out
a love not a lie nor a shadow
a concept that is truly open to my eyes
i'm holding up my head high
wishing you won't leave me with a goodbye

Sleepless Beauty Prt 9Lelouch put on a sleeveless black t-shirt and tucked it into his black pants.

“Where are you going Nii-san?” Rolo sat in the chair within Lelouch’s room watching him change.

“Suzaku asked me to go meet him tonight,” Lelouch smiled and pulled his blazer on, “I think he has a surprise for me, so don’t wait up. Maybe Rivalz could come over to keep you company for a while,” Lelouch bent over and kissed his younger brother softly.

Rolo nodded and blushed and got up to call Rivalz. The older boy left their home and started his walk to the Kururugi shrine. It was only 6:30; Lelouch was going to be early. Le

Sleepless Beauty Prt 10The days passed by, and with each growing hour, the young prince became even more distant from his friends at Ashford. The closer the boy got to his real family, the more he pushed his friends aside. Nunnally and Rolo were the only family and friends he needed anymore. The only ones he could trust. Nunnally was the sweetest girl Lelouch knew, and Rolo, he would never lie to Lelouch. It seemed as if Lelouch had truly found happiness. The Black Knights were no longer Lelouch’s followers, they had of course found out his true identity and several of the Black Knights could no longer take him seriously anymore. Kallen was their new leader, a

Scare tacticsScenes of mutilation,
Sends chills, scares the nation,
Minds thought: "preservation",
In vein, your conservation.

Be still, these scenes of horror,
Yet we still see more and more,
Leaving us, broken, sore.
Behold: the breaking law,

Propaganda is their tactic,
In a world, color; chromatic,
Everything, stuck, and static,
Break away, see colors fantastic.

All your emotions towards me..In the bottom of my guts
I feel pain
hardcore tendencies driving me insane
pull your teeth
feel what I feel
you betrayed me
and I thought I fucked my love time with lust
but you really suck this ocean dry

who?!
how?!
how the fuck this came to this?!
all of the dreams
all the hope
everything is all gone
you made me the rebound kid?
confusion stirs in my brain
you were always with him
while you were with me

I drown in your misery
problems,fucking problems
they bring me down
stop being ignorant
I'm also tired of your complains
I left you oh well at least I know the real truth

love..hate..whateverI feel so cold
attention attention
life is cruel
so bitter
so wry
a chance to prove your strong
can you deal with all that?

I still feel cold
I haven't gotten a call from you
I whisper your name but you just stay still and just listen
I used to love you why can't you accept I still live on in your life
all I wanted from the conclusion was at least friendship

your killing my time
I miss you
I know I'm with her
but still is it foul to miss you?

you need my rescue
my hand to make you feel secure
the question may haunt you
can you ask your self
are you making yourself feel alive?

your taking sides
look what you done
you thi

The Butterfly Pearl- ch 15Their footsteps echoed on the empty hallway walls as Tani lead Saya around another corner.

“Tani-kun, you haven’t told me where we’re going yet!” Saya giggled. Tani blushed brightly, “It’s a secret! That’s why!”

Her eyes sparkled, “Like a secret hideout? Ha, hah! Tani-kun, you’re so childish!” He grinned and continued, leading her up a tower into a storage room. It was a tiny room filled with boxes and trunks that held dusty equipment from years past. Little fuzzies floated in the air through the beam of sunlight that flooded in from the window to the East. Saya immediately climbed on t

TheButterfly Pearl- ch 13The crickets chirped in the tall grass outside the Academy, the sky dark but clear, stars winking to each other in the ink black sky.

Ringo and Inari strolled in the moonlight, reuniting and reminiscing. Inari kicked a pebble as the conversation turned serious, “So, he’s really a Demon?”

“Yes.” Ringo replied shortly.

“As I’d thought. And, Shiro-kun still puts trust in him, huh?” Inari sighed, “I’m sure the Demon works for King Washitaka, doesn’t he? Do you think he’ll tell his King about us, that Aoboshi-Sensei?”

Ringo was thoughtful, “Strangely enough, I doubt it. That

The Butterfly Pearl- ch 12Ringo-san had said to run, but I couldn't sense the Demon's energy. So, it should've been something that would've been simple for us all to have defeated as a group. But, as we ran, we'd become separated and I found myself running alone through the low trees. I felt The Butterfly Pearl bounce in my pocket and stopped. If this Demon was easy to kill, why shouldn't I try?

"What are you stopping for?!" Ringo-san was suddenly at my side, "Where are Inari-kun and your friends?"

"Ah! Ringo-san, I have no idea! I dunno..." then he flinched, "What is it?"

He kept staring, feeling for something, "Th-the Demon's energy has disappeared! It just..."

The Butterfly Pearl- ch 10"Shiro-kuuuuuuuuuun~!"

Suddenly, I was pounced, right there in bed, still in a deep sleep, someone attacked me! Immediately, my eyes popped open and found Inari on top of
me, just full of smiles this morning.

"I-Inari-kun! What're you-?!" I was in a daze and a little surprised.

"Get up, Shiro-kun! It's the weekend!" he was spirited. I frowned and pulled the covers over my head, making to lie down. Inari was persistent and
peeled back my blankets, bouncing on my middle to get me up, "C'mon! Let's go do something fun together!"

I sat up rubbing my eyes and noticed Tani-kun wasn't still in bed. He usually slept even longer than I did.

"

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by ~soulsearchingshadow, Mar 20, 2009, 7:37:22 AM
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cheated on by who you thought you loved
only to find that everything they put into the relationship was a lie
money wasted
heart broken
mind gone
and love lost

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yeah my gf cheated on me.... btw this is not how i feel its just how i think every one else would feel im over it

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~E3tsuki Feb 9, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

my bf cheated on me and then told all of my friends he cheated on me on purpose so i would find out and break up with him and then he turned around and told me he didnt mean to lol bull shit he can kiss my ass im not taking him back just so he can have another chnce at getting in my pants

~soulsearchingshadow Apr 7, 2013

that always seems to be it dont it

~Dragon-Geek Jan 6, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

my gf cheated on me to. funny part is that i still love her but we are no longer together

!hjoy232 Sep 21, 2010

i was cheated on , it sucks and hurts, it is written very well

~soulsearchingshadow Nov 18, 2010

thank you very much

!hjoy232 Nov 20, 2010

welcome

~Masktchan Apr 19, 2010

ouch.
I was cheated on too

I'm over it but it does kinda suck. Very nicely written

~soulsearchingshadow Jul 13, 2010

thank you yeah but the problem with the person that cheated on me was my first one i was actualy in love with

~Masktchan Jul 17, 2010

You poor thing! I am really sorry. Well It's her loss. (or his! I'm not here to judge)

~soulsearchingshadow Jul 18, 2010

hers

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